Dear me,
I apologize for allowing the criticism of others to silence your voice and for laughing off harsh words of others because I didn’t want to be told to “Calm down” or that I was being too emotional or sensitive. I am sorry that I didn’t allow you to strengthen your wings by trying new things. I regret not believing in you and allowing you to truly be something. I am sorry I didn’t cheer and clap for you because I didn’t want to come off as conceited and I am definitely sorry for keeping friends and family around who made you feel less than.
I am sorry you did not have parents who showed you what true love looked like and never made you feel safe. You went through so much darkness and sadness alone because no one ever truly showed up for you. You were forced to build a wall around your heart causing you to push away most when they get too close. In the past I made decisions that caused you to fade deeper into the sadness and it was so easy to just push everyone away. I started to believe that I deserved everything that was happening to me, almost like it was my duty to be punished for my family’s wrong doings.
But here is my promise to you, I promise to work hard everyday at finding your voice and allowing you to learn how to properly use it. We will not feel alone and lost forever, we are starting to let down some of the walls and allow ourselves to find our people. The people who will not judge us or make us feel bad for who we are. I promise we will continue to try new things and go on adventures that will help heal your heart. We are slowing letting go of the criticism of others and becoming who we truly are despite what other people have to say. We will no longer let other’s make us feel bad for dreaming, for dreams are the stepping stones to change. I promise I will continue to look in the mirror everyday and remind you of your beauty and strength.
You are strong and capable of doing amazing things, just do not forget that! Do not let fear or doubt hold you back.
We have got this!! We are strong!! I have got this!! I am strong!!
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